75th Post

Whats good people? I've been cool. I moved back in with my mom last week. I'm likin it a lot so far, even tho we're all movin again next week... My f*ckin computer broke a couple days ago. smh. I need that to get fixed. I feel like I'm locked in a box away from the world lol...

Me and the girl I've been with the past 3 years finally broke up and we're movin on. Its hard sometimes I can't front. she already talkin to another dude...shit I think a couple dudes. I got some friends or whatever but nothin serious with nobody. So I start feelin lonely sometimes I can't front on that either. But this is really the best thing I can do for myself. Even tho I got mad love for her, she wasnt treatin me right and she got to make some changes if we ever try anything again...

Been doin a lot of thinkin about this music thing. A lot of thinkin, but no progress. I got ideas, but no product. I don't know, I guess I just need some more motivation. Theres when I actually do start writin and the shit will be good but its just not as good as I want it to be. The rappers I listen to are the most lyrical rappers in the game and if I really do this shit I want to be in that category, I just don't know if my brain can handle all that critical thinkin all day lol...When I get my money right I'm bout investin in some beat makin equipment cuz I can see that gettin me more into it...

Since my computers messed up now hopefully I'll get some more blogs like this in. just venting to the world. This sh*t is stress relieving I swear lol...but I'll holla. stay up yall (pause)..

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