Why the F*ck am I up???

As you can tell....I'm kinda pissed. I cannot go to sleep for shit..... Like blogging is gonna help. Fuck it.

Past few days have been crazy. Me and my girl been going through some issues and unfortunately we broke up yesterday (really 2 days ago if you want to be literal). I took it pretty hard, kinda more than I have in the past. So feeling like I had no one on Earth, I went to my moms and straight let it out lol. Like a baby. eventually I got my cool back and me and my mom changed the subject and started talking about other random shit and then I end up talking to her about stuff I think about everyday but never realized how bad was hurting me and breaking down all over again. By the end of our conversation, I felt a lot better and I woke this morning feeling surprisingly good.

So my advice is....if you have something inside boiling up, let it out. You may not even realize that it's hurting you, just get with someone you trust, are comfortable with and won't judge you and talk to them about it. Helps everything!!!

Other than that, I've just been thinking a lot about on how I need to change. I'm a lazy ass nigga...to the fullest. I could really be something one day if I can get rid of this lazy ass nigganess. So to begin my mission, I got my ass up and went to the gym today for the first time in months. I forgot how quick your body gets tired lifting weights. I mean literally I was only in there for maybe 20 minutes and I was DEAD tired. Good shit, though.

WAIT A MINUTE!!!!

Is there music videos playing on my TV??? ON MTV????? That's right. Ladies and gentlemen. All you have to do is, is stay up till 3 am every night and you can watch videos on TV. Damn, it's been a long ass time since I've watched videos on TV. 106 & Park don't count. Which I've only watched like 3 times in the past 3 months and 2 times was in the past week.

WORD????

Now they showin' a vid of Cudi performin' Day N Nite on spring break......No this isn't a good song to perform at all, but I think it's dope they showin' a new good artist performing instead of Berg or a Soulja Boy ass nigga.

I hope yall enjoyed that, because it will never happen again. Young Berg or Soulja Boy will never be typed in this blog again. Well, I may need to use them as an example or simply provide themwith passionate hate for the ignorant things they may/will do. So quote of the day is "Never say never"..........

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

***As I'm about to post this, instead of another hip hop video coming on, they put a fuck Kelly Clarkson (or at least I think its that bitch) video on.....Smfh

FUCK MTV
FUCK BET
FUCK VIACOM
FUCK THE RADIO
FUCK YOU (ignorant ass nigga/bitch that supports those things)

Like I said,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY