Glowing Street Lights

Life is movin fast. Too fast? Or is it that reality isn't movin fast enough? My reality that is. I don't know....

I fucked up crazy this semester in school. I mean not to the point where I gotta worry about being kicked out or nothin, I just didn't take care of business. Nor did I improve at all in my study habits. Which needs WORK! The rest of the week and next week are gonna kill me. Just every class piling up on me and having NO mercy....

On a good note, me and girl are doin better. We're talkin a lot, but no type of affection is being used. She always feels like we can't rush back into anything when we're in this situation. When we both know before we know it, we'll be right back together like nothin ever happened. The problem is, is that I'm havin a hard time with other shit and I could really use some love from her now (not meaning sexual love, but that wouldn't hurt at all). And today when she really wasn't there for me when I told I was havin a hard time, it kinda threw me off. It just had me thinkin why I am I bein so nice to you all day everyday, when you ignore me every other day and only think about yourself 80% of the time? Of course, because I love her, but the shit is just hard. Whatever....

Well, I gotta look over this review for this test tomorrow and then try go to sleep at a decent time. If I get lower than a "B" on this test, I'm fucked. Period. So please pray I ace this mother fucker! Thank you.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY